by Lotus Eater

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You make me wonder, if death is shallow
But you forced me out into the cold
Seek new life in a world that's hollow
Empty on the inside, Empty all my life

My body hangs loose
My swinging shadow lives on the walls

My head grew numb from the fears and loathing
I can't repent what I did to deserve this

Your absence fuelled me, I'm glad you're gone
The numbing pain has faded away
I am no longer an entity
I've come to terms with the fact that I've withered away

Grieve all you want, you took my life from me
Pain and Suffering is now my only memory

I've lost all hope
Forget me now

Darkened thoughts controlled my judgment
Keeping me lost
I've fallen forever

The path I was crawling down
Slowly became the end I was hoping for.

Force me down
End It Now


released September 15, 2016
Produced by Erik Bickerstaffe



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